Sometimes I think evil thoughts and every so often I think very evil disturbing thoughts about God (and I'm supposed to be Christian!!). Some thoughts like "suck my...", or "f*** God", or anything you can think of. Yea, I know...its truly disturbing!

Anyways, I've come to conclude that those voices are not me, but rather the evil that tries to get me to sin. Its like sometimes thoughts just run through my head without me even being in control. It really scares me that these thoughts are in me. I pray about it, however I don't feel comfortable confessing to ANYONE. I'm afraid of being judged.

It has effected so many things in my life, such as my conscience, self-worth, etc. I so want to tell someone else about it but I'm scared.
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